Be Happy?

If I didn't leave so soon,

I would be there..

If I was brave and said what was on my mind,

I would get a reaction.

If I had the courage to take it,

I would have listened..

If I was fearless,

I would have screamed.

If I had let go,

I wouldn't be so scared holding on..

If I was sure of it all,

I would never break down this way.

If I cared less,

I would be so much happier right now.

If I wasn't as sensitive,

I'd be better off..

If I hadn't let my guard down,

I would be running alone.

If I didn't believe,

WOULD I BE HAPPIER??