Lemon Tree's First

My first entry...
Do i really care??Well yes and no..
Why do I bother writing this random shit,i don't know..

Then again..lets leave it at that..
It's been a weird day..
Did nothing but felt sooo much.
Interesting feeling...Contemplating..

I was just sitting there looking at this hideous green pool of muck...and yet I could find serenity in it
Maybe it was the wind and those trees that were singing along in unison..
God knows..
I am not the kind to ponder...and yet I do
I am not the kind to who will try and answer life's big questions but I'd like to....but do I want to?

Okay clearly this going no where..
Back to where I was before..that Temple I visited today..
First of this whole Religious things gets me..
I walk in there,the priest gives me some "holy" water to drink..I drink it and then use the rest to settle my hair..
Is that OK?? guess not..
But what other use could I find for water "holy" or "unholy"
But the whole world will judge..After all doesn't everyone just need a reason to?
If not this then something else..
Isn't what we do based somehow with the sub-conscious idea that some one out there will judge?
Straying away from the topic aren't I? However, is there a topic really?

I guess I love meaning less banter..
After all I claim to "Have the Gift of the Gab"..
But whats all that stuff about talking to much??Is that even possible?
Or maybe it's all about talking or rather saying the right stuff..
Don't think I have figured that out as yet.
I need not even! (is this grammatically right??)

I guess my mind is straying to another world right now...Somewhere in that I need to be alone..
I need to think..and I am thinking...what I should have THUNK before?